Studying makes my brain go mushy.
Studying makes my brain go mushy.
I swear I can't wait for the school term to finish so that my one week holiday that let's me sit back and chill out. Maybe not since I'm going to start work soon and training falls during that one week.
I wonder how the schedule is going to be like. And I need to make some time to go out with my bestest buds like Mel C, Darryl, Ben, Jit, Nise, PX, NZ, JunJun, SharShar, Mel Q and many more. Not to mention I've been procrastinating on my need to go shopping. :( Anyone? Lol. (Highly doubt anyone reads this anyway.)
Anyway, I'm picking up more and more skills in IIDX. I want to get better with each passing day and not stay stagnant. I want to get 10th dan. I want so many things. I'm such a selfish brat.
Encountering some stress at school. I fear that I may not be able to fit in because I'm a pretty unusual person since childhood. But I won't change myself just to fit in. No I won't. I don't live to please anyone or to fit in. My friends accept me for the way I am, unfashionable, gamer-girl and tomboyish Oli and that's how it's gonna be.
I need to strengthen my resolve and I got to do this right. Maybe I'll make some true friends that last a lifetime, here at my university. But for now, I'll just be what I gotta be.
For now, it's just Art Appreciation and me baby. Hooyeah.