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Friday, February 15, 2008; 12:06 am

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY~

Hello again everyone~ Today is Valentine's Day~!

And I would like to wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! <333

I love you, Furt~! Thank you for the wonderful yet simple surprise you gave me... It's really super sweet and I'll cherish it for life!!!

But save the mushy talk for ourselves. It's not meant for public eyes. Hee~ ^^

Anyway, let's talk about todaaaaay...

Gah... Today, I am finally one step closer to freedom!!!

I just finished my Japanese CDS Roleplay which me and my other group mates worked so hard for and slugged and slugged so much.. Meeting up and always practicing and practicing without a single complaint. :) Thank you guys! Love you and let's go out ummm... shopping for baaaags. Kono kaban wa kirei dayo~!!! XD

Ahaaaa ... So random.

And one more thing! Today. TODAY~ I finish off my IDGD Project by presenting it to the cher and he was pretty impressed by the Sprites I created! And the sounds. It was so tedious to use the darn game maker to create this project and the sounds and BLEAGH. It took me 4 days tp just create the sprites alone and 2 consecutive nights of tawning to do up all the effing steps and the alarms and the events, and the effing variables. GAH. But I doubt you'd understand what I'm mumbling about. XD

*Alright. I'm sorry this post came out late. Was playing Maple... Yesh yesh I know. Lol. I just started to play again recently and found out someof them never deleted me off the buddy list despite my long leave of absence. XD Love you guys! ~^_^~*

Anyway, I'm feeling super gloomy today. I tawned the whoooooole night yesterday just to study for my exam today *besides the one hour of sleep* and squeezed my brain juice out, just like you would squeeze a wet towel. My brain is totally out of my body and functioning somewhere else for no specific purpose. If I can find it, maybe I can try putting it into the palm of my hand. XD

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Die la.

I just lost 34 marks just like that for Principles of Management. POOF. Byebyeeeeeeeeeeee~ Can say that I'm officially screwed and dead. I think I ruddy studied the wrong chapters. O_o *Siannnnn* Ah blah blah... Today was horrible. I swear I was feeling so malu-ded today.

Event Number 1: I lost my jacket. My precious precious jacket. The one that I bought when I was in Sec 2 and cherish it like mad until now. =_= UNTIL I reached home. And after I took my nap and while on the phone with Pun, I was O_O Eh? Why is my jacket on my chair??

=_=

Waste my effort. Before I went home, I went to retrace my footsteps all the way to the bus stop. With heavy bag and all. You know la. Typical. +_+ Waaaaaaaste my energy. Angrified.

BUT IT'S ALRIGHT! I lost some, *even if it's a bit* fats. Fats fats fats fats. Can't live with it, can't live without it. XD

Event Number 2: I realised that I had my phone in my pocket when I just started on my paper. And then I rose my hand.. WAVEEEEEEEE WAVE WAVE WAVE WAVEEEEEEEEEEEE and the idiotic invigilator just 4 tables away couldn't see me even though he was just about 4 desks away. GODDAMMIT. BLIND.

Also deaf. I said "Excuse me" at least twice and he couldn't hear me. Wth. So I had to walk allllll the way to the front of the sports hall, tell another supervising invigilator and tell her about my situation. Then she told me to go back, off my phone and put my phone either under my table or on the floor.

Which I did and it brings me to my next event.

Event Number 3: MY WATERBOTTLE DROPPED ON THE FLOOR! With a BAM!!! And I thought the cap wouldn't open. But I totally forgot *Too used to the mineral waterbottle* and the girl diagonally across me turned around, saw what was happening and pointed to the floor with a small giggle.

I was thinking, "What's so funny?"

To my horror, the bottle was leaking water like a ruddy fountain la. I swear to you that it was horrible. I'm just thnkful that the bottle my mum specially bought for me was not cracked. But the water was like everywhere la. I felt like I was doing my exam in the middle of a pond. @_@

After the exam, the girl turn to look at me again and giggled again. But this time I was like thinking:

Shit. Malu.

Other invigilators walked around the puddle but the same invigilator came and walked all over the puddle. =_=

I thought: Now, I'm doing my exam in the middle of a black pond. ZZZ.

Okay nevermind.

Event Number 4: I did 3 questions when I was only supposed to do 2.

Here's the deal.

Question 5: I'm okay.
Question 6: Gone case. Lost 12 marks here.
Question 7: The best I have. May get 18 marks.

EFFER! I did the whole paper and I effing lost 12 marks when I could have gained more la. EFFER EFFER! Ruddy crap piece of @#$%^&*(@#$%^&*()_

The best part was, I was so much in a hurry, I didn't read the question properly and put the "Delegation" process instead of the "Decision Making" process. My brain can't function properly today sia. I died-ed.

And I was supposed to have a new question on each page but I AGAIN didn't read the instructions properly. CRAP. This is the worst exam I've taken so far and I won't live to forget it.

Bleagh.

Hais. On the sunny side (No puns intended), today was quite fun la. AFTER the exam of course, mind you. Me, Ning Zhi, Piao Xue, Jun Jun, Ke En, Pun and Jia Hong went to eat at TM and we kenna separated. So me, Pun, Ning Zhi, Ke En one table, the rest at the other. And I tell you... I never talked so much nonsense in my whole life.

Pun left for his exam while I went with the rest to the Open Plaza and we played cards there. Actually, we were suppose to decide where the hell to go next week on Friday after the exams on 29th Feb. (Speaking of which, I wanna go see The Leap Years! I. Am. In. Love. With. The. Background. Music.) So we digress digress and digress until god knows when... Then we finally decided after the last round of Dai Di that we were all going to Sentosa and ask the whole class to come along. :) It'll be fun! But I still wanna watch The Leap Years though. Sadded.

Anyways, I'm due to play Maple with Pun now. He's online and I'm making him wait... So paisei. T_T SORRY PUN! Bleagh...

OhOhOh! And I levelled twice! Whoots~~~~ 2 steps closer to becoming a ranger!!!

Sorry if my post is super whiney. I should be PMSing just about this period and I think I just very zzzzzzz today la. Get me irritated and I'll piss the hell outta ya O.F.F. Lack of sleep can cause you mood swings in addition to your PMSing mood swings. So it'll be HUGE mood swings. XD Man. My mood can swing.

1 down, 3 More exams to go! Pray for me next Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday...

Anyways, gotta go. Ciao for now and sorry for the late update! ~^_^~

OliOli-PooPoo slipped on her bottle and fell face-first at 9:55PM on um... 22nd Feb.

*Man. This post is WAAAAY overdue.*

PS: HOPE YOU GET BETTER SHAR! LOVE LOVE YOU! MUACKS!

Saturday, February 09, 2008; 11:38 am

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!

WHOOO!!! First of all, I would like to start my blog post with...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE MELLY DONKEY!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOO!!! You're finally 18! Make sure you can utilise every opportunity you can especially watching M18 videos (AS MANY AS YOU CAN!) and learn how to drive!!! I also can't wait for Sunday! *Squeals*Anyway, speaking of driving, I shall come back to that later.

NEXT UP~ HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL~! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

Yesterday, there was quite a fair bit of gambling... And everytime a family member became the banker, I put $5~! But when there are other people who become the banker... $2~!

Well. the money would still be IN THE FAMILY, no? So bet big if I want!

XD!

This year's CNY will be pretty long, later I have to go visit Uncle Joe's place where all my father's side would come and another place. :) More ang paos to collect. Not gonna complain. XD!

Sadly, the ang paos that I will receive will go to the donation fund of "Next Semester's Textbooks" so while nearly every teenager, child or nearly adult, maybe not all, is reaping the harvest for gold to spend on what they like... Sadly there's one person who sees money and thinks:

Textbooks.

ZZZZZZZZ. New way of thinking of money.

OhOhOh!!! SharShar and I saw this RED PSP SLIM and LITE at Comics Connection and we found it super sexay... T___T Unfortunately, I need to save up for at least 6 to 12 months before any hope of getting it. Booooooo. Shar said to Rod: Come! We sell off our current PSP, go buy the red one~! Lol! EEEEE And I like their metallic rose DS Lite.. But it'd look nicer if there was the PAW PRINT! AWWWWW... But Shar likes it without, she has this originality taste, I suppose. :D Or perhaps she found the paw print ugly. XD

Back to driving. You know this year, would be the last year for us, the 1990 batch to learn driving? I feel sad for the juniors and yet happy for ourselves, but not for our parents. To pay for 1 driving lesson, (Just 1!) would be a water tap in our parent's pockets, or should I say, make a huge hole in their wallets. In other words, It's F*CKING EXPENSIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Hee.

Oh. And a random shoutout... From what I know from Siong Wei... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNIE!!! :)

Wells, I think for the next one hour, I'll be deciding which skins to choose from to change the blog layout, this post is short so I have more time to revamp my blog. New year = time for change. :)

Anyway, gtg now. :)

OliOli-PooPoo fired a gun and flew backwards into a trashcan at 11:54AM.

Monday, February 04, 2008; 11:40 pm

A New Chapter :)

A new chapter in my life just begun. As a bloddy programmes officer. Busy busy busy as per usual. =_= ARGHHHHH~ The AGM and the Orientation... I've got this thing running in my head and I'm going to make the juniors work work work. Wahahahaaaa~ *cackles* I'm feeling so evil. XD THANK GAWD FOR LUCAS! I've always wondered how you manage to plan all these stuff after you first entered the club, dragged by Froggie. XD The fastest fella to rise to the ranks of the main committee.

(Crap. +_+ My whole entire blog post got deleted from here on so I'm not going to even bother and go do my work. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Why? Because of this "emoticon" : >_< )

Welp, good nights! ^^

2 candle flames. Extinguished.

I'm surprised people do still read my blog. Heh. Unfortunately, some people have read contents that were pretty outdated. The previous post was directly after "The Lesson" and I was still effing pissed about the whole situation. I was naive. I was stupid. And I couldn't think things through. I'm sorry if some people have seen my previous blog post and thought of me as a fucker. Ahem. And yes. Your blog post has scarred me. Though I apologised at least 10 times, be it in MSN or via SMS, AFTER I posted the blog post, but I still see you angry at me for a "spur of the moment" action. But that's not the point. The day after, which was a Saturday, I've thought about it and I've already apologised two days after. Or don't you take notice of the date? I know I was rash with my actions and my words without finding out the real story behind everything. I apologise. Putting this confusion aside, it still does not change the fact that I've reflected and I'm now sombre and repentant of what I've said. After all, fire doesn't work with fire.

Thanks to a certain person, I realised that you've done your work after all, but it's just that, I've not seen it. Perhaps it was due to the fact I kept on interrupting and thus, you guys didn't have your fair chance to show your work. I sincerely apologise. But the fact does remain that, if you did your work, which you guys did, you needn't have relied on my resources and trust your own instead. Why must you follow what I've said? Also, I'm not the leader. Just a regular member. If you did do your work, which you claim, then there would be no problems doing the notice of meeting at all, isn't it? Hey! Perhaps you could even point out my mistake and tell the rest too.

But nonetheless, I foresee that after Communication Skills 2, I'd lose the friendship of several people. But meanwhile, while I'm still in the middle of the project, I'd like to thank you guys that you've taught me what it really means to be a group. A team needs co-ordination and I've learnt it the hard way. Thank for all the laughter, fun, peace and joy that you've given me throughout my first year in poly. Alas, due to a simple project, friendships can extinguish like a simple candle flame going out. Curses and swears may be directed at me for what I've done and what I've said, but I'm currently feeling what I've been feeling for the past 2 days. Guilt. Sadness. Worry. Simply put: Depression.

King, Sean, thank you for the comfort you gave me when I was conflicting with them. Thank you, King, for smsing me on that day: 1st February 2008, saying that it's alright and it always happens and that it will be okay. Though you had half my marks and that you should be angry with me for everything, SO MUCH MORE than the other group members, but you didn't. You told me that it wasn't my fault and that it was alright. It really helped a lot. Thank you.

Well.. Since this signals the end of the friendships, it should be the end of my blog post as well. *sigh* Hopefully all goes well.

To all those who really care for me, Furt, my best friends and true friends, Mel C, Mel Q, Jit, Siong, Nise, Shar, Darr, Ben, everyone...

Pray for me. And you will receive in return.

God bless.

Saturday, February 02, 2008; 12:55 am

Hais. Irritating.

This is a blog, right? Blogs are meant to be for one's freedom of speech, right? So I can say what I would like to say here, right? Right. This post will be short. I hope you guys do listen to what I have to say instead of cowardly press the red button at the top right hand corner. You guys are mature enough, I believe, to face the music.

I can understand why you guy are really angry and I'm truly very, very sorry. Flame me, diss me, screw me upside down, bitch about me all you want on those blogs of yours and these will still be the words coming out of my mouth. I know time cannot reverse anything so that is why that's the only thing I can say. You guys are clever enough, go figure. But I have my share too.

First of all, since when did we ever ever ever ever ever ever ever function as a group? Tell. Me. SINCE WHEN? Since when did we ever meet up to do anything even when I asked once? Since when was I selfish? (Besides the documents thing) I photocopied notes for you guys, rushing from place to place, sweaty and feeling so sorely STUPID right now just because you guys are angry over some marks which can be earned back by the next part of the project. I still tried to make time to meet up despite my busy schedule but when we decided to meet up, do we do it? You know for yourselves. Hey. I even have the chat logs to prove it.

Who the FUCK did all the research? Who the FUCK did the research for the group including all your parts and showed it to the tutor? You guys may be angry but don't you guys think you should think this through? You guys should have researched on your own instead of having it spoonfed to your little mouths and always depending it on other people. Stand up for yourself. Take FUCKING CHARGE of YOUR own learning. That's what the library is for. That's one of the reasons what the internet is for. To learn. Or have you not ever heard of the word e-learning?
(Pardon me. I was mistaken about this one. It was NOT a one-man show. There. Loud and bold. Thank you for telling me. Really. ^^)

Well... If one of you could ask me on one of the documents, and I so happened to give the correct format, why not ask about the other document's format? And it so happens that I changed the format of the document. Note the word: Document, on the day of the submission, why? Cos I learnt my lesson to check the format online once again and made sure I used the correct format. Not everything goes your way all the time you know?

Once again, I'd like to really apologise to all of you. Really. I admit. I am VERY at the wrong. Yes. I know I am. You guys deserve the right to be as angry as all you want. I should have told you guys but I didn't. But I have made my move to apologise and I don't know if you will take it. The ball is in your court now. And I'm ready for anything coming my way. But that does not mean that I can't be angry. Looking at both sides of the coin, I feel that both parties are at fault and I really hope that once again, we can work together. However, if you decide to go with the cold shoulder again, I would not mind except this time, we'd truly not be... Ahem. A group no longer. You guys know what I mean.

So I really hope can resolve this and make sure we can get the other 37 marks in the next part of the assignment. Mocking me, hurling abuses at me, backstabbing, bitching and whatnots would be what I expect after you guys see this message (which I highly doubt). But still, I have absolutely no grudges against you now. And I genuinely hope to hear from you again soon.

That's all I had to rumble about and I would update this blog asap. Not nice to see this blog post linger all day 24/7 here. I just needed to have a form of venting my feelings. (This was my stupidity. My naiveness.) Afterall, this is a blog, right? Blogs are meant to be for one's freedom of speech, right? So I can say what I would like to say here, right? Right.

Anyway, I'm off to sleep. Mentally and emotionally exhausted. Toodles. ^^

OliOli signed off at 1:17AM with an effing loud snore.

PS: CMI-fied!!! I loved today's crab. And everything else that went with it. Thanks for everything once again and inconveniencing you guys. Love ya~! ^^