I'm so amused.
You know what? The thing about being relieved can put into such great spirits it's really inexplainable. Remember a while back I posted something on a true story?
Well... Sophia just received a call from Eleanor. And she said,
Thank you for the trials and all that. It's helped me to get to know God even more and I never knew I could be such an immature brat the last time.
And that really warmed her heart. No. Sophia is not fooled because she can hear the sincerity of the way she speaks and it sounds like someone who has been enlightened and appreciative. She knows because she herself, experience something from God before when she was halfway bathing.
Due to the fact that, after whatever happened, Sophia shunned all experiences away from her and masked it behind her heart. She looked upon her past experiences without a care and thought she had already forgotten and everything was "
in the past". But deep down inside, she did not realize that her
HEART had not stopped hating her and despising her for what she did. She did not realize that her heart was still full of grief, bore a huge grudge and was unable to
truly forgive and forget.
While showering, Sophia suddenly broke down crying and felt the powerful wave of reality crash down upon her unexpectantly. She was overcome with grief and she couldn't help apologizing over and over again and asking God, "Why on earth do I still have that heavy grudge within my heart?" and "Help me to overcome this and be able to forgive and forget." She let the water run down into the drain and she stood there praying and crying for 45 minutes, deep in thought, washing away whatever grudge she had and leaving only small traces of the grudge behind. It's impossible for her to completely forgive and forget as it required
time. So she slowly did it, with the help, love and guidance from her closest friends. It was a huge feat as this was the largest grudge she had in her whole life and she knew she needed God in order for it to happen.
But when she called today, everything fell into place and she felt a sense of a burden lift off
completely from her chest. The amazing part was, she could look upon her as the old friend she used to talk to. Moreover, to have one more friend and one less enemy! Such a feeling was indescribable because she was finally no longer oppressed and she could even thank Eleanor for whatever she did to her, as Sophia too, learnt so much throughout the process of healing. She learnt she had friends whom she could always depend on. Moreover, learn that she could also depend her life upon God and entrust whatever grudge she had to him and pray that, in his indirect way, heal her wounds and leave no traces of a scar.
Because of just a single Thank You. Because of a Single phone call and just a Single hour to return whatever was lost, only to learn something new in the process, it made everything so worthwhile despite whatever Sophia went through. She could now look upon her past
HAPPY experiences with a smile on her face and without a doubt, not care about what bad things she experienced. She really appreciates that and it's almost like a new lease of life. Sophia is very, very happy.
She also thanked her guardian angel for protecting her for all this while and watching over her whenever she is in a troubled spot. She doesn't know what she'd do without her guardian angel and she feels truly blessed. Not only for her guardian angel but for the guardian angels that exists physically, like her close friends and family, and for this opportunity to lift this heavy burden and throw it away. She feels so blessed, thankful and appreciative for everything. Happy happy is she.
But the only thing that makes Sophia sad is that she and Eleanor talked about Mandy, and Eleanor is truly sorry for whatever she said to her recently on a tagboard and wishes that they can be friends once again and crap it out like when they first met. Moreover, Sophia prays for Mandy that she's able to recover, to
truly forgive and
forget and that she is able to move on with life and not have grudges. She prays so hard... And she knows that Mandy is trying her best, despite her difficulty in not being able to forgive nor forget easily.
So she prays...
And Sophia exits stage right for the last...
And final time.
TODAY! I shall show you some videos that are really cool and are awesome!
LIKE TOTALLY!At the END of the blog post.
But recently, there hasn't been that much things to talk about unless you want me to talk about things like 200 Pound Beauty which I just recently watched.
That movie is SOOOOO TOUCHING! I cried along with Piao Xue and Ning Zhi. It caused my floodgates to come running down like the red sea or something (After the Red Sea splashes down from the parting la!!!) But yeah. This big fat woman likes this guy and omg she is ADORABLE! As in her antics like squeaking when she hugs the one she loves or something... Her fats... Are just...
O_O...
THAT should frigging describe it about enough.
But yeah. After her painful surgery to remove approximately 20 bottles *500 ml* of her JUUUUICY ORANGE *BLEAGH* FATS ((Omg... If someone sponsored me the money to do that frigging shit, even if you gave me an all expenses paid trip to do it, I would so FCUKING NOT DO IT!!! -UNLESS... Maybe if you give me a whole library of Manga AND Anime library. I would SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO do it.. ANYTHING FOR THE SAKE OF MANGA AND ANIME!!!!!!!!-)) She turned into your typical literal Miss Korean Universe or something. Dammit. She's the envy of all Korean ladies. And people who aren't as pretty as her like me...
NOT LIKE I CARE ABOUT LOOKS! BLEAGH!
So remember, always bring a tissue whenever you or your girlfriends want to watch 200 Pound Beauty, otherwise you might end up blowing your nose on your own T-Shirt or something. O_O
About looks, I got a FUGGING HUGE ORH-CHEH FROM ARCHERY!!! GAH!!!
And it's so huge. It's the size of a 50 cent coin...
Lucky I rubbed it and now it's red. Red usually means the colour of healing when it comes to Orh-Chehs ((Blue blacks)).
You know when you shoot the arrow, you have your arm guard with you right? But on one particular shot, it went BEHIND the arm guard and whacked RIGHT SMACK on the "artery vein" itself.
They say that if you pull the string 3 inches back, an arrow with that amount of force could penetrate a body. O_O WTF?! At the rate the string hit me by having it extended by around 14 inches or so...
I nearly thought I was gonna die.
But luckily I didn't.
The Archery Course was from the Personal Development Programme the school had, and I paid $20 for this Programme and this Saturday I have another session from 9-11AM with !Punani and Darryl!!! :D
Did I mention Darryl also whacked his arm on the same spot twice? He didn't get an Orh-Cheh as it didn't land on his veins but got a bad bruise. !Punani got scrapes along his arm but nonetheless, no injuries. But the best part is, Darryl's healed after 2 days even though it whacked on the same spot, while I still have my 50 cent ORH-CHEH TILL TODAY!!! GAAAAAAAAAH.
Ah Heck. I hope I make it into the archery team. I don't mind having rigorous training as Archery is a passion. I think I inherited it from my dad as my dad used to want to learn Archery. Why?
He wanted to follow Robin Hood.
*whacks my head*
Hais... I have inline skating next Thursday. Hopefully it'll be fun though. The class not that
BIG and all that.
Other than that, I had my Drama CCA last Friday. ZOMGWTFHBBQPORK! You know there's this guy called Juz (Pronounced as / call him: JUICE! *Sarcastic arsehole... TT___TT Lol.*) and he sings fugging well! He performed in local musicals in the Esplanade, I think and he has an AWESOME VOICE. Really loud and super high pitched! It's almost like an opera except there's no waver in the voice and it's SUPER SUPER LOUD!!! SCREECHING! If you were a bat or a dog, you would go DEAF.
LITERALLY!!! AND I MEAN IT!
Cos on that particular session, the Freshies of Dramatec were split into 4 groups and he was in the same group as me. So we went to one of the stations whereby you have to try and get the person on the "Park Bench" ((Merely two chairs stuck together. O_o)) OFF the frigging chair and SHOO him/her off. He went up and sat down... And then he started SINGING / SCREECHING! ((Actually, he was singing in a high pitched voice that was superbly loud.)) The poor Senior of mine could only stand the noise being tossed into her ears and blending her ear drums plus using-a-mixer-to-mince-her-brain-up for about 20-30 seconds before she scooted of the chair I swear. ((Hey! that rhymes!)) And I was like WTF. Holy SHIT! *COVERS EARS FOR PROTECTION!)) OMG! It was so fugging loud.
Two words and an emoticon to describe this.
HOLY FUCKAROLY! O_O
SCHIZER! I don't think words can describe it unless you were there at the *hush whisper*
scene of the crime. Nonetheless, he has a powerful voice, no doubt about that. But I think on that day I couldn't sleep as there was this ringing sound in my ear, ya know? Hais... Juice, you really made my day. Wow. Lol. But ya know, after the activities, during the debrief, we urged him to sing. He sang for us a really beautiful song from one of the musicals he sang for previously -can't remember-. It just made me so touched, I just cried. T__T Super Powerful Voice that guy has, really.
Anyway, moving on! I was in Lecture today and it's pretty funny. All I did was laugh laugh laugh!!! I think intro to HT lecture is quite boring if you ask me. *Hais* oh well. Firstly, there's these two guys behind me... SO ANNOYING! He keep on kachowing me and Piao Xue so much, it was so irritating. The angers builds up and then I turned around
AND I PINCHED HIM. HARD ON THE LEGS.Nabai!!! I nearly pulled out his leg hair like what I'd do to !Punani and it scared him la. LOL!
I BET HE LEAST EXPECTED THAT!!! Aiya. You know joke joke. LOL! BUT!!! This thing is, when I actually turned around each time, he keep on saying sorry and hiding in this joking manner. ARGHHH! Annoying!!!
After that, he continue his antics and he did this TWICE.
WAHHHH! You tell me or not whether you won't be irritated?! LOL! The second time he did it, his slipper fell off onto the spot nearly under my chair there. SO...
I took the thing. Picked it up. And made a gesture to pass it back to him.
"Thank you ah... Thank you thank you..."
And I just took the slipper and to the to the front of my seat where he couldn't reach it. FRIGGING IRRITANT! I feel like spraying pesticide on your face. XD!
He keep on making this sickening, act-cute face like: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE... *Jialat to anyone who become his GF sia. Ahee..* But I didn't give. Then the friend beside him say:
Hey... Give it back la... Please... *innocent eyes*
Me: Hmmm... I think maybe you asking for a hair pulling session issit?
Friend: No no no no no noooo. Oh NO you don't.
Guy Behind: Aiya... I got no hair to pull one. *Feels his head* See? So short, pull what?
Me: I can always use a shaver.
Guy behind: Aiya. This hair is rare and only *One-of-a-kind* lei.
Me: So? you can also wear a blonde wig. Looks GOOD on you and it's ONE-OF-A-KIND...
Aiya. Retarded la... So joke. Eventually I gave him his slipper back, but it resulted in me having a new nickname: Leg Hair Pulling Girl. Nabai... AND HE TELLS THE REST OF HIS FELLOW CLASSMATES *all guys* MY NICKNAME! NAAAABAIIII.... *grits teeth* Only like to tease girls la.. Adui...
Aiya. guys will always be guys la = No lifers. *No offence to nice guys like
King Kong *
winks* out there but yeah. LOL.* Hais. anyway, there's certain quotes that would definitely make you laugh, that I learnt in class:
- We are always serious about having fun.
- Girls have a thing called intuition. It's their 6th sense. They say guys don't have the 6th sense? Guy DO have 6th sense.... It's called NON-SENSE. (nonsense)
:P Hoped that made you laugh.. Ahee... During the same lecture, we were eating some snacks... You know the Meiji ones with 5 boxes for around $2.50? I was eating the ones with M&M lookalikes and we had 3 left. 2 reds and 1 green. This is what happened.
You tell me. STUPID? Or STUPID? This is the side-effects of going through a boring lecture...
Aiya.. I really got nothing to say now except I can't wait for Archery! As for CCAs, I may drop Drama... And as for Dance.... To get in? HAH! FAT CHANCE! They are picking only 10 out of 100 of us and look at the amount of experience I frigging have. Schizer... I think I did horrible at the tryout. Don't expect to see my name on the board next Wednesday!!! O_O
If I'm not in Dance, it would leave me with the CCAs that you have practices every week, which is:
- Drama
- Archery
- Adventure Club
The other two: Japanese Cultural Society and TPSU are not those kinda CCAs you need to attend at least once every week... Whew...
But anyway, I'm bored. Bored Bored. FYI, I can't wait for this Friday too as we're gonna watch Spiderman 3!
THE JOYYYYYY! It's 3.14 in the morning and I have Communication Skills 1 at 12NN tomorrow.
The joy.Which means I have to leave you here and update maybe tomorrow if I can?
True to my blog post title...
Here are
THE videos. I decided to find on Dominoes and a related search was on Pool which is uber cool so I
HAVE MUST to show it to you. 8D
Okay. I'm gonna get to sleep. It's already 3.50AM in the morning and as I've said, I have Adventure Club AND class tomorrow.
And Ning Zhi, I WANNA GO PLAY HOTD4 WITH YOU AT DHOBY GHAUT SOMETIME
SOOOOOOON! Besides that...
G'nites and ciaoness.
Oli-Virus staggered off to bed and *PLOOMPFFF* onto her pillow at 3:51AM.
WAHHHH! You tell me or not whether you won't be irritated?! LOL! The second time he did it, his slipper fell off onto the spot nearly under my chair there. SO...
Get into good uni
Whooshies!
January 2007