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Tuesday, January 06, 2009; 4:18 pm

Exhausted beyond imagination

I'm so exhausted beyond anything I've ever imagine. I've just received my results for SSM and MICE and I'm extremely disappointed in myself. Even though I know that I say, "For SSM Prof test 1, I pass can already la!" I just know that deep in my heart, I know.. I could have done much more better.

Even for my Fest Inidividual Report.. I actually expected something more. I put in so much thinking and especially effort into my report.. And this is what I get. So shit. Fest really sucked. Sucked Sucked Sucked. Hais.. Can this day get any worse?

Not to mention that the Glossary Test yesterday sucked. Everyone including myself tikam tikam throughout the whole damn paper. What we all know as "Take the eraser, turn it into a dice and start rolling" for the answers..

I think for my Accounting mid-sem also suck. Even though I haven't receive my results yet but somehow, when I look at the paper, I have a sinking feeling. Hais. Just plain suck. I MAXIMUM can only get 24 marks for the test. Upon 40. UPON 40! Die la.

And my Accounting is currently standing at a C.

-__-

I think I need to push myself even harder. I thought that this semester I would do really well. But it turns out that I'm only excelling at only one subject which is a CDS. -__- So depressed beyond depressed. I'm really slacking too much.

MICE, FEST, Accounting, Culi and SSM. What to do? What to do?? Tell me!

This Sem, I have a hunch that I'll see myself as a 2.xx already. At least MICE, there's the final year exam to buck up for. Hais. I've got to start on my FEM Reflection Paper now. NOW. I've got to get all my teachers and lecturers' help. Slap me please. I need to wake up to reality and stop dreaming and playing. Stupid holiday mood.

But this is not the time to mope man.. I've got to stop reading my manga, stop playing with my games, stop playing the DS and PSP.

It's all got to stop.

I have to focus otherwise my aim to achieve back my 3.20 GPA, I can kiss GOODBYE.

*sigh*

Exhausted. Need sleep. Need relaxation.

Bye.

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