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Saturday, May 17, 2008; 12:18 am

Frustrated as HELL

Don't you even DARE think you know me. Don't even DARE you think you've __________ me.

I don't even think I should even treat you the way I treated you before. So much for ___________, Ms I-Don't-Say-Sorry-When-It's-Appropriate.

So don't you even DARE assume that you know me because YOU DON'T and I doubt you ever will. So **** off.

Treat others the way you want them to treat you, you moron.

Another unrelated situation:

You treat me like an effing daughter. I AM NOT. Stop talking about "Oh! You should do this. Oh! You should do that!" What the hell? I don't see you doing things you are supposed to do. If you keep on grumbling about ____, then how do you even ____? If you want me to respect you as a mum and not a ___, FINE! SHOW ME YOU ARE ONE. PROVE IT. And let me ask you one question: DO YOU EVEN RESPECT ME AS YOUR ______ IN THE FIRST PLACE? OR SHOULD I TELL IT IN YOUR FACE THAT I'M NOT YOUR DAUGHTER-TO-BE??? I am NOT your effing LIVE PRACTICE DOLL to be fooled around with. DON'T MESS WITH ME. I don't give a SHIIIIT about what you do or say.

I love my OWN blood mother so don't even bother.

To the two previous scenarios:

MATURE and LOOK AT THE WORLD AT A DIFFERENT ANGLE. Stop DREAMING in your own little world and don't think you're so HIGH and MIGHTY up there. YOU. ARE. NOT.

AND STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU YOU YOU. Because the world is NEVER about yourself as it needs a network of people to function, Gawdammit.

Another thing:

During the RAHHHH, IWYWH. BIO. :)

I know. I sound like a Psycho on the loose but everything is so pressurizing now. Damn. I don't even get so riled up when I'm on the blog.

Now that I've got that out, I feel slightly more satisfied. :)

Anyway, I am going for a couple of events soon:

CCN DAY (It was today but what the heck.)
TPJCG Orientation / AGM (Tomorrow)
31st May: The Quest 2008

I think I'm going to play Maple to destress. Everything from family to friends is taking a huge taxing toll on me and I am sort of.. At my limit. =_= But don't worry. I'll be fine when I go back to school on Tuesday. Though I wouldn't talk as much to certain people. Not because I emo. Because I'm sick and tired of trying. I'll just be me. A loner, a freak, a quiet ass girl unless you know how to GOD DAMN WELL appreciate me. :)

I appreciate those around me who love me the way I am. Not because I look like an auntie or anything but for being me. 'Cos I know some people don't even have that. I love you guys too.

I am sorry if some people find my blog post kinda offensive but I'm already limiting my vocab by not using words that are preeeetty colourful...

And I really pray for the success for the AGM tomorrow.

Good nights world.

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