I know I have a half written post hidden in the Dashboard of my ever so wunnerful blog. ^^ But my mood kinda changed as I took a step back and looked at life.
This post might not make sense. But I just wanna have somewhere to express it. :)
Life. Hearts. Family. Money. Time. Love. All so limited with exception of the last one.
I feel so helpless. Praying and praying. Staying strong. And this is so out of place. Lol. But I won't mention what. I won't mention anything at all. My lips are sealed.
Anyway, moving on.
I wanna say nothing at all... Feel nothing at all. Speak and hear nothing at all. The world is an unpredictable place.
But we can't waste a single precious second because every single second of your life counts. It's limited. You can't live forever. So why be sad today? Why let anyone bring you down? Why even CARE about the people who backstab you or bitch behind your back?
You may think that "Oh. I'll live till I ripe a good ol' age then I'll pass." Bullshit. Never live for tomorrow.
Live for TODAY BECAUSE there's a hope for tomorrow. You can't guarantee that you may even get past tomorrow or the day after.
This is my philosophy. I'm not giving advice. I'm sharing some so that there's more opinions to go around. You have your own philosophy. I give respect.
Randomly... I've not made my New Year's Resolution. Which brings me to another point.
Before I met Pun and Darryl today at the TP campus, I was wondering about life and my attitude towards it.
I realised I've been pretty negative one way or another recently.
Being in this new class has taught me many things that are unforgettable. It's taught me to learn to watch what I say and that gossip is never good. It hurts people and it will hurt you. Can you even imagine if someone you know just gossips and bitches about you behind your back?
"It takes a bigger one to know one."
Are you the bigger one?
Thus, from now on, I'll look on things in a positive light.
God DIDN'T give us a life to GOSSIP and hurt people. God gave us a life so we can "love our neighbours as we love ourselves". :)
You know, I had this homily last Sunday whereby the priest talked about being an ironic person. He said that it's ironic to serve the church and to continue to indulge in sin without penitence. Or somewhere in between those lines.
I think it applies here too.
Digressing...
Don't give advice like you know the ways of the world in the palm of your hand. Don't give advice to people what you might do in the future. In other words, don't act smart. Mai gey kiang.
You may never know when you'll be the one who would do the things that the "bad guy" may do.
In this lifetime, you may make as many mistakes as you want. But don't make one that causes you regret. Because remorse is a lesson that would take you on a long and painful journey.
I'm bored.
And sleepy.
Good nights.