Hais. Irritating.
This is a blog, right? Blogs are meant to be for one's freedom of speech, right? So I can say what I would like to say here, right? Right. This post will be short. I hope you guys do listen to what I have to say instead of cowardly press the red button at the top right hand corner. You guys are mature enough, I believe, to face the music.
I can understand why you guy are really angry and I'm truly very, very sorry. Flame me, diss me, screw me upside down, bitch about me all you want on those blogs of yours and these will still be the words coming out of my mouth. I know time cannot reverse anything so that is why that's the only thing I can say. You guys are clever enough, go figure. But I have my share too.
First of all, since when did we ever ever ever ever ever ever ever function as a group? Tell. Me.
SINCE WHEN? Since when did we ever meet up to do anything even when I asked once? Since when was I selfish?
(Besides the documents thing) I photocopied notes for you guys, rushing from place to place, sweaty and feeling so sorely STUPID right now just because you guys are angry over some marks which can be earned back by the next part of the project. I still tried to make time to meet up despite my busy schedule but when we decided to meet up, do we do it? You know for yourselves. Hey. I even have the chat logs to prove it.
Who the FUCK did all the research? Who the FUCK did the research for the group including all your parts and showed it to the tutor? You guys may be angry but don't you guys think you should think this through? You guys should have researched on your own instead of having it spoonfed to your little mouths and always depending it on other people. Stand up for yourself. Take FUCKING CHARGE of YOUR own learning. That's what the library is for. That's one of the reasons what the internet is for. To learn. Or have you not ever heard of the word e-learning?
(Pardon me. I was mistaken about this one. It was NOT a one-man show. There. Loud and bold. Thank you for telling me. Really. ^^)Well... If one of you could ask me on one of the documents, and I so happened to give the correct format, why not ask about the other document's format? And it so happens that I changed the format of the document. Note the word: Document, on the day of the submission, why? Cos I learnt my lesson to check the format online once again and made sure I used the correct format. Not everything goes your way all the time you know?
Once again, I'd like to really apologise to all of you. Really. I admit. I am
VERY at the wrong. Yes. I know I am. You guys deserve the right to be as angry as all you want. I should have told you guys but I didn't. But I have made my move to apologise and I don't know if you will take it. The ball is in your court now. And I'm ready for anything coming my way. But that does not mean that I can't be angry. Looking at both sides of the coin, I feel that both parties are at fault and I really hope that once again, we can work together. However, if you decide to go with the cold shoulder again, I would not mind except this time, we'd truly not be... Ahem. A group no longer. You guys know what I mean.
So I really hope can resolve this and
make sure we can get the other 37 marks in the next part of the assignment. Mocking me, hurling abuses at me, backstabbing, bitching and whatnots would be what I expect after you guys see this message (which I highly doubt). But still, I have absolutely no grudges against you now. And I genuinely hope to hear from you again soon.
That's all I had to rumble about and I would update this blog asap. Not nice to see this blog post linger all day 24/7 here.
I just needed to have a form of venting my feelings. (This was my stupidity. My naiveness.) Afterall, this is a blog, right? Blogs are meant to be for one's freedom of speech, right? So I can say what I would like to say here, right? Right.
Anyway, I'm off to sleep. Mentally and emotionally exhausted. Toodles. ^^
OliOli signed off at 1:17AM with an effing loud snore.
PS: CMI-fied!!! I loved today's crab. And everything else that went with it. Thanks for everything once again and inconveniencing you guys. Love ya~! ^^
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Whooshies!
January 2007