I think I'm extremely exhausted. My back aches, my eyes are droopy, my body feels like every muscle, bone and organ in my body are screaming in protest.
Honestly, I've no idea how I'm juggling everything.
And now I've yet to do my tutorial work and this is already Week 4 of the semester. Time really really sure flies, doesn't it? Hais... I'm getting older by the second.
U_U This is so annoying. I have to chase after people for my event for the Beach Party this Saturday. Just plain tired. I don't mind the organising. But it'd be better if I didn't have a million and one other stuff to make me so agitated.
I barely ever have the time to actually play Audition. I can only play Audition at obscenely, ungodly hours at this time whereby I know if I sleep at this time, I know I'd be struggling to get up and rise to a new day. I'd be groggy all over again like I was this morning and i'd be so exhausted.
CYA is not helping either. It's so unfortunate that I have my CYA duty this Wednesday... Correction. Tomorrow, when Pun's birthday is ummm...
Tomorrow?I am just so sad. SAD YOU KNOW??? T_T
But oh wells, what can I do anyway? Hais... In addition, tomorrow I have to go to Changi Airport till such a late hour (10PM) just to finish up my CYA duty. Hais. Which means only one thing.
Tonight must go sleep early.
HAIS. And when I think of the words "Sleep Early", I just think of the amount of time I have and worry that I have so little time to do all of my tutorials and my PROJECTS. THE DARN EFFING PROJECTS.
=_=
You know my Schedule is usually now School, TPJCG, Spend time with Pun, Home, Comp (Treasure Hunt Planning), Do Tutorial Work, Work on Project, Blog, Play Audition, then Sleep?
Not to mention with Drums (I don't think I have any complains on that but I feel like camplaining la. =_= So wired up already from the workload...), with TPCYA, with Adventure Club, with friend's birthdays coming up (Not only Pun, but An Zhen's and Siong Siong's birthday)...
And I'm missing Adventure Club this Thursday because I have to go reckkie Siloso Beach for the Beach Party.
Hais...
I think I dunno how to pull through...
Wah. Come to think of it, it's just plain appalling and scary. O_O And it's scaring me out of my wits.
NOT TO MENTION MONEY MATTERS!
But I won't go into detail. Because I don't think I want to.
T__________________________________________________T Just 2 words can describe it all... Heart Pain.
Omg. I think I'm going to faint someday from the pressure. And to think, I still have yet to adapt to the poly life again.
I keep on thinking I don't have to study. I think I'm stuck in the transition of working and studying. Omgomgomgomgomg.. KIEW MIAHHHHHH~
Hais... I think I'm going to go and play one round of Audition. This would be my only time I'd be able to play. At 3:20AM in the morning.
I'm really apologetic about the amount of rantings I have just rattled out in this post. I'm feeling so indulgent and so... RAWR. So pessimistic. Just bear with me, I'm really sorry. I highly doubt anyone would like to read an emo post. T___T SORRY~! Darn. I'm not myself. I think I'm getting emo. Or is my M thing again? Hais. F***.
=_= I think I better go off before I start being nonsensical again like WTF.
AND MEL CHUE! Instead of doing it in FACEBOOK, I'll do it HERE.
~THROWS A BARNYARD FULL OF WOOL AT MEL C~!!!~I suddenly crave for Famous Amos Cookies.
Oh darn.
ENOUGH OF RATTLING~! Hopefully after this Sunday, you'll see lesser posts on Little Miss Grumpy. LOL. Better go play otherwise I'll be sleeping at 5AM.
GOOD NIGHTS PEOPLE~!
OliOli-PooPoo decided to sign off NORMALLY (
WOW~! A FIRST~!) at 3:29AM.
Get into good uni
Whooshies!
January 2007