Note: Previous post, halfway done. do look out for it in the future. Now, I've got absolutely no effing mood to even do anything.I just need an outlet here so please please please bear with me.
I don't think I'll be going to any LAN shop anytime too soon. So I'm sorry peeps. Suffering enuff
trauma here. Those who were witnesses would naturally know. And thanks to those who tried to stand up for me. :D Basket.
Hais. Let's not talk about this shit... Don't like Ah Bengs except the nice ones. Faggots. Major ones. Basket. Basket basket basket basket basket!!!
Shitty shitty shitty shitty.
I keep on wondering, how on earth to give the other cheek to people? Sometimes it's not as easy as it looks. ZZZZZZZZZZZ. And despite me trying to pray for them, it's so darn hard to forgive them. Much less forgive myself. How??? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! This is getting too much...
On top of that I'm depressed enough about my MicroEcons test. I just let my teacher down as I lost 16 marks for just one F-ing concept... Not to mention I lost 20 marks just for not doing it. Gah... The LOOK that my cher gave me... Gawd...0
My Organisational Behaviour. Shitty thing. I gotta memorise and memorise and memorise... STUPID... WHY ON EARTH DID I BLANK OUT DURING THE TEST!!! I lost so many marks and resulted in being one of the lowest in class.
This is getting too much.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I CANNOT TAKE IT LAAAAAAAAAAAAA! STUPID CHAO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hais...
Forgiving and forgetting myself is noooot easy. Did anyone feel that way before? Hais...
Goodness. I think I'm crapping up. I think I'm just driving myself beyond the brink of insanity.
I think I've developed 2 phobias. For goodness sakes.
Hais... I feel depressed. And I think I've made my point clear.
Clearly, I've realised that crying sometimes can be the best medicine. You know? It'll make you so sleepy after that, you can conk out for 3 hours straight. Right now, I've conked out for 2 hours and yet I still feel so darn tired. Funny.
I still have that burden on my shoulders and it does not feel good. Oh well. Whatever I'm speaking should sound like nonsense to you guys anyway.
God bless you.